Talking about something you've been doing everyday, somedays putting in ten hours or somedays just one or two, When you've been derelicting your significant interests(blogging being one of them) in the name of being labelled as an aspirant, 85%ile isn't something you settele for, it by no means is expiating all your sacrifices, turning down proposals of watching a movie or going on a weekend trip and deep down you've known all the way, you haven't been up with anything worth it's while. Telling people that this was all you wanted would be a white lie because, you know you needed a lot more than that.
I still remember how excited i was when learnt about google adsense, not longer i realised  that the term has a wider meaning and it might just turn out be more than just an extra-curricular. Not that i couldn't do it, but just a glimpse of me working my ass off hovering over something uncertain didn't motivate me enough. Finding good in everything that happens, those  moments of hypertension and slepless nights of forlorness thinking about what might happen are gone, plus  not seeing certain people harangue me anymore, ofcourse nbobody's got that lot of time but yeah , they have got a heating something to gossip about.
Moving on with life is by all means  a hobson's choice. Getting to that i've got a cohort reading my blog, intriguing  why i'd quit. It's absolutely heartwarming to come accross people who not just appreciate you but encourage you to do more. I do see myself writing so much more in near future, working over setbacks and staying motivated above all. After all that happens i've got family, friends and people who believe in me.